The past few weeks have for one just flown by and for two been an emotional ride. I have cried good and bad cries, I have thought of things I normally don’t, I have seen people I have seen since I got sober, and I haven’t gotten to see people I so desperetly want to see. And this just puts a light note on everything that has been going down. I have not been able to write obvisouly but I got a new computer at work so now I can better tend to this blog like I want to.
There isn’t a way to explain my emotional status right now. I will say that I am learning more and more about myself every day and I am so thankful for that.
So whats new?
Oh how it was an experwince out of this world. I have never seen so many people so passionate about God and his word. It was a beautiful things to see first hand. The music was fantastic and possibly one of my favorite parts. Of course ya’ll know I love music and this just made me want to jump to my feet and get down with it. There was 3 main speakers there and then a few others that joined them. I love all of them! However, Brother Carpenter was downright my favorite! I felt like he had a message that was sent just to me. You know I wondered why I was even going because I am so new to the church thing I wasn’t even sure I would understand a word that they were saying. But I was wrong! I heard those messages loud and clear, especially when Brother Carpenter got on the stage to deliever God’s message.
I don’t want to die I want to be a testimony!
Those words were so close to home that I keep playing them over and over in my heard over a week later. I cried so hard when the message sank in and I know that God was letting me know that he has plans for me to do something great with all that I been through and I know that I am on the path he wants me on. I hope you guys will take a look at what all happen at Church Camp. I’ll be making a post full of pictures and great detail about everything! I can’t wait to share with you all!
Trip to Alabama!
Yep! That is right! TJ and I took a week trip back to Alabama and loved every minute of it. I didn’t get to see everyone that I wanted too but we did see those closest to us, besides my Granny. The best part was getting to see TJ’s kids. They are a handful but they are so precious. KK his daughter was literally attached to me almos the entire time. And his son TK was the same way with his dad, that is until it was bed time and then he was certain he had to be snuggled up with me. I swear we played Monoply for 3 hours, jumped on the trampoline for 2 hours, and rode the 4wheeler for 9586595 hours! LOL but it was a blast. I layed them down to sleep and went outside to have the biggest cry I have had in a long time. I sat on the porch at 3am and cried and talked to God for who knows how long. His kids only live 15 minutes away from where J and Ash lived with my kids and it was really hitting home being that close to them and not be able to see them. Of course they all have moved to Florida now but it still hit home.
Anyhow, I can’t wait to share with you the beautiful and fun pictures I took of the kids. They are so precious!
Whoa! I am in the 3rd week of my 2nd class and when I went to camp and then straight to my Bama trip it really messed up my grades so now I am having to make uip for that. But I am lovin my progress so far. My current class is Psychology of Play and it is ridicously fun! Should that even be when your in college? Well, it is and I have no complaints about that! I will be finishing up this class on the 5th of August and hopefuylly I can pull off a decent grade even though it took a couple hits. They sent me my brand new IPAD late last month and man oh man is that the coolest! Soon, I will be getting a MacBook Pro and for that I really cannot wait! I’ve made some pretty neat video’s and visual graphics thus so far in my classes and I’ll have to share with you more on school later!
My everyday life is a blessed one. I can’t make many complaints because there are none to make.
FOR TJ AND I ARE 161 DAYS SOBER!!!!!!!
There isn’t any struggle for me in that department. God so far has kept the desire for that out of my mind and heart. I work in a wonderful office where I get to focus on my life and the things that are important to me, I have a cute lil apartment where TJ and Stella keep me the best company, and TJ is the funniest man I’ve ever known. I love him deeply!
I cannot tell you how blessed I am if I wrote 10000 post about it. But I am surely goig to try!
More later but that is all for now!